Well ma homies-

aint posted in a while, so basically just been chillaxin with amy<3 and its been very nice. A lil cold sometimes but o'well. Then last night (friday) we went cops then decided to walk to budgens where we met ppl like aske mutchy jodie livi abby yassy roony jess sharni jack Dj baldwin etc etc. iot was a right laugh, them guys are so funny to be with. Then after ages we walked bak to amys and saw amyH anna hellen corey and laura on the skatepark. So we sed hi and then went o amys for a bit, it was too cold to back out so we stayed their for a while then i was relle tired for some reason so i biked home, went on msn and then went to sleeeeep... and i think im meetin amy<3 later on so it will b goood! Bye for now

goodbye>>>

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

Well,

last few days have been pretty good. Just spending most of my time with amy<3 and that. Nothing relle has happened to write about. Next week will be good “half term” wahoo! Should be goin out later this evening so w00!! again!!

goodbye

well hey there people, havent posted in a couple of days now so just thought i would do now obviously. spent most of my time with amy<3 lately Wahoo! The weather has been cold n wet so i jus been round hers *thanks to amys mum for lettin me in*. Its been unbelievably nice. Bit u dont need to read: Over 4 months now amy and im as happy as ever, been the best time of my life bein with you. Its been funny aswell as emotional and v.happy! Evereyday i spend with you seems to be better than the last and i hope this can go on for long time to come. you mean the world and more to me and i dont think i could cope without you. Thanks for stayin with me through the times i've been a "idiot" and i apologise. Even though we only knew eachother a week before we were together its worked out perfectly and i'm so glad it has!. I have some great memories of us 2 that will remain with me for a long time and i hopei never forget. Now i've made myslef seem like a soppy git.. lol ..o well

>>goodbye>>

Wahey!!

* still ridiculed despite how hard that i have tried

* a chemical in the brain is so loud

* this blood is flowing through a warped mind

* cultures white mixed with red

* the psychotic dress the senseless feature

* groundbreaking practice for the preacher

* clowns mortified by my expression

* he's delirious, he thinks he's been here before

* the molded man has been completely erased

* failed attempts have turned us into one pathetic twisted wreck

* the tortured one becoming two

* have you ever seen another lying in a pool of blood

* power can instigate

* you live in fear of being someone that you didn't want to

* i realise your insecurity will get the best of you

* im overhearing a whisper "they won't escape intill the blood has set free"

* made a bed of a barbed wire fence

* turn back, the silence is deafening

* no experience could ever match the sight of when a person is through

* with my preceptions in a mix, down twenty miles through the sticks

* and entanglement in hellview brings you fear in fifty forms

* civilised are close but way to far

* shock and terror keeps me safe

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just some random C-K-Y lyrics above

Tuesday - spent tonight with amy <3

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